FIRST TIME

I look up and wince, choking back a tear
you ask again..."are you sure?"
I give no reply, just simply nod and fake a smile
you look down at me, tell me you love me
as you enter me, slowly tearing, pushing against me
I cry out... pain! anguish! fear!
It's all a blur now
a single tear escapes, quickly wiped away
as you cover my mouth with your lips
muffling any sound I make
I feel you inside of me, like nothing ever before
as there's pain shooting up my spine,
you kiss me, and make it all fine
you ask if you should stop...
I pause quickly to shake my head "no"
slowly, the pain gives over to pleasure,
the cries turn over into moans
as we come together, screaming in unison
ecstatic in orgasmic delight, we collapse together
I curl up in your arms, violated... penetrated...
we fall asleep right there
hearts beating like a drum, reflecting through our dreams of times past, and those to come
a smile dances across your face
you pull me close
to your lips i do taste