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All Nothing
Author: Glitterophelia
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All Nothing
sleep is all that is required
resting among the rolling green hills
the bodies beneath my feet so silent
the statues gray say so much more....
the history of stone around me groan
the love and the pain of these lives
now longed for while mine means nothing!
i wish so much to dance
the spiraling world of my youth
flashbacks of pain, pictures of something
anything! but this nothing.....
there is such softness around my view
as death surrounds the space around me
i long to touch each stone
i long to touch each life,
each thing within that is something
to quench this thing within me
this cancer, this disease that eats at my body...
this thing that no doctor can see....
my nothing....
my terror, my nightmares, all nothing...
the wish for sleep forever...
my love.
it is truly nothing....
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Angel
Author: Glitterophelia
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Angel
i'm shaking as i touch you
dark brown hair filtered through
trembling fingers
your gray eyes watch me as i die
this is not love, i cry
but i need you, for this time...
i miss him, but he's coming
to be with me again
to open wounds now closed with time
we'd never said our last goodbyes
so now it's you-my fallen angel
lower me to the depths i crave
let me sink as i cannot be saved
let me crawl for i WILL NOT pray....
your skin is soft as i leave you
soon to be cracked with age and decay
"sing to me", he whispers, "please..."
but i cannot honor his last request
for i am crawling, retreating
like all the rest
and soon it will all end the same
no happy endings
i cry, you pray...
until another angel takes me away.
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Ballroom
Author: Glitterophelia
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Ballroom
which one of us is in control?
you hold my dream in tyrannical hands...
this dream has always been mine,
yet you wave it in front of my eyes
like a sparkling jewel...
i have no idea if you read my mind
or if i pushed it into yours...
i don't know what to believe, anymore.
can i live up to your expectations?
or will i destroy you and your love...
on the ballroom floor-
we melt into one...
we push into eachother...
the mess we created, with words unspoken
so many faces surrounding us
ignoring us in their purity
blocking us out as you love me;
i know i've been here, before...
i don't know who to believe anymore...
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Bankrupt
Author: Glitterophelia
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Bankrupt
A bankruptcy of the heart, this has become
I cannot pay my debt you, or my past loves
There is nothing to show for it anyway.
I am sorry love, but I am going away..
There is nothing you can do
To stop these words that overflow
The goblet I hold in shaking hands.
To each of them I was true.
My loyalty mocked, I am the joke
The sad lover who now stands alone.
And you, my lover of the mind-
Penetrating me even deeper
Than the cowardly ones dare try.
Yes, you will leave me too, and soon.
You've tried to lead me into battle
But my love, I will not stop you.
One who will not love is not one worth fighting for,
Even if that one is YOU.
Clear me of my emotional debt
I push it away, I am adept
At sensing love no longer true.
Your words of adoration pierce my soul
For I am aware of what you are about to do.
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Blank Distortion
Author: Glitterophelia
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Blank Distortion
it's nothing but black across this page
once so pure, now distorted
ruined, destroyed,
with words that matter to no one...
like our friendship once was.
am i the only one?
violation, blasphemy
spiraling to hell
like i know i ought to be...
yet your face is a blank page
as though my love had written nothing-
not what it felt it ought to be.
and now only i am suffering....
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